santan kelapa , me and tok........

this afternoon i recieved an sms from zeet "cikdal, orang balik kampung, dalam fridge ada santan, pakaila..buat masak ke, buat cuci rambut ker ....etc...etc...
santan kepala....yeah...santan , the coconut milk that your mum always put into the curry.it reminds me alot to my childhood and this particular santan kelapa and the usage that time...i was raised by my grandmother in a kampung and being old and loving tok, she took care of me and my big sister from top to toe...(ala ala cleopatra plak..hehee) and she would use the santan kelapa to wash my hair so that it will shine and black shiny...(sunsilk would just get mad if they read this) i didnt realize the effect it does on my hair until one particular day, after she had died ,my cousin sister was stroking my hair and she said "lembutnya rambut kak" and i realize it must be the santan..everytime people mention about santan and hair care, i would always remember her ,it bring back the fond memories of her .she is a simple but strong lady and she loves us .Before I started my school , she would always put coconut oil to my hair to keep it moisturize but i refuse this "spa treatment " from her as i enter school.heheehheehe...being so keras kepala, i would only allow her to use the santan kelapa on me, not the minyak kelapa......i hate the smell..really,but it helps on the moisturizing side... we would always say "buat gulai kepala " when asked , what are we doing .....but now she has left us for almost 15 years, and my life has changed, no one would ever wash my hair with that santan kelapa again, no one would ever care wether my hair is dry or moisturized, i kinda miss her so much and hope that she's here with me ....alfatihah....